Wednesday, January 16, 2008;
♥ 1/16/2008 01:11:00 AM
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Kind of addicted to this song currently.
I wish i could kick, punch, box, whack, illtreat, pat, stroke, kiss, hug, pamper my MSN. So that it would revive, and allows me to go online for chats! ):
Or if not, just survive long enough to allow me to go online, appear online, and receive SONGS from my friends.
Yes, you heard it right. My world of songs seems so irritatingly out-dated.
Boohoo.
Pc today was rather slack. Im happy 'cos pc is slack! Yay.
Im sad 'cos pc is slack. Boohoo.
Mixed emotions. Haha! I wished pc was tough, so im able to shed off those 100kg of fats, that are all accumulated at my thighs, my upper arms, and my tummy. ): They're all wobbling gleefully everytime i make a movement.
How horrid!
But im happy, cos pc was tough! :D
Haha, shit. Let me go for an operation, and have all my fats suck out of my fatty bombom body.
Went for cousin's (michelle) chalet cum bday celebration on 12/1! :D
My cousin (kahhern) and bro and mum and grandmum and myself sat at the back of my uncle's pick-up. Hahaha. I absolutely love it when he speeds across expressway. :D WHOOSH! Now i know how the air particles feel, when a wind comes blowing at them. :D
It's awesome. (: So awesome that my hair gets all awesomely tangled up too. =l
The chalet's quite fun! I LEARNT MAHJONG! And dang, im addicted to it. Now i cant wait for CNY, so i can lay my hands on those tiles. :D No, no! I dont gamble, hokay! (:
Spent the night BBQ-ing. I absolutely love my whole extended family! :D And my cousins too! Esp kahhern and michelle. We grew up together, and we're as close as anyone can be. (: So clsoe that we always fall ill at the same time.
I rmbr once, michelle fractured her leg, after a period of time, kahhern broke his too. So he borrowed crutches from her. Then afew weeks later, i torn my ankle ligament, and need to borrow crutches from her too.
Come to think of it, it's pretty cute huh? (:
Anyways! It's 15/1. Happy bday my beloved bestestestest (x infinite) lovely cousin, MICHELLE CHUA.
And not forgetting the guy whom ive worked tgt with in the exco, DODO1 (BRANDON TAN)!
I wish my sixth sense doesnt exist. Then i wouldnt be able to guess so many things. Things which would make me fupset. ):
I wish a shrug is all it'll take. Then i would be able to shrug it off like a pest, and it wont bother me ever again.
I wish 'done' is always as easy and simple as 'said'. Then with a snap of fingers, i wont find myself sitting in this mess, emoing and being sad. ):
Goodness gracious, everytime y'all see me laughing and being high/happy. Im not necessary happy. Im just praying that a laugh and smile, and act would be able to make me feel whole lot better.
So no, im not showing how i feel inside. Im just wishing that how i act on the outside, would influence and change how i feel on the inside.
Do you get it?
but no matter what you'll never see me cry;
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
